Jesus Christ is an Antivirus for the Heart

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INTRO

Do you or would you rely on Jesus Christ as an antivirus for your heart? Now, I want to share some things, and I’ve touched on this a little before, but I feel I need to spend a little more time on this subject. I really do think it could save someone’s life. Have you ever felt like you’ve fallen in love with your heart and mind seemingly overtaken, almost supernaturally like? Well, I have, but looking back at my past, it’s never led to anything good. Now if you’ve read some of my previous posts, I’ve basically shared that my love life is pretty much non-existent, for reasons.

THE SINGLE LIFE

I am not one to chase after relationships for the sake of being in one. For me, being alone does not bother me, sure it may not be the most fun, but there are benefits. I will also not settle or submit to society’s ways, hook-up apps, nights out at the bars, night clubs, no! Those are not in my schedule and never have been. Although online dating is not a sin, it’s just, the superficialness of it all makes me cringe, and I feel if God does have someone for me, then He can get me to meet that person through non-digital means. Even if I jumped on site like Christian Mingle, the odds are heavily stacked against me. Some people don’t get ideal rolls with the random genetics’ generator in life.

Now before you accuse me of being too negative again, I recently learned that there are some people with Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Progressiva, also known as FOP, a rare disease which turns muscle and connective tissue into bone that forms outside the skeleton. I almost couldn’t believe something so horrible existed. So, while I struggle with my height, I realize things could be much worse.

WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME

Continuing, I went through a very trying time from May 2018 to around November of 2020. Where it felt like my emotions and anxiety were pegged up to 11/10 and I was losing myself. A full-frontal assault on my heart began. As a spiritual leaning Christian, my faith in God’s ability to interact in my life is strong. I was looking for signs of God’s intervention and workings in my-life.

My natural attention to patterns and details caused me to notice certain numbers appearing in my life frequently, and as an IT guy, and a curious one, I researched online, which caused me to read about Angel Numbers, a New Age counterfeit term for when God is trying to reach you through His meaning of numbers. Review this following source for example.  Reading about Angel Numbers led me to read about people talking about something called Twin Flames, but I never looked into that, my mind assumed it was just an interchangeable term for soulmates.

A DAY TO REMEMBER

Then Memorial Day weekend in 2018 arrived, I got hit with something too strong to ignore. A deep sadness, melancholy, so powerful out of nowhere and random, I could’ve thought a family member or beloved pet had died. Sadness so strong I didn’t eat for two days. The whole time, a person’s name and the words Twin Flame being repeated in my mind.

I thought God was giving me a clue to the origin of the sadness. I decided to research further into it, and the concept, which was completely unbiblical and New Age, that talks about a Twin Flame being like a spiritual partner, and that you can feel their feelings. Eventually I find a Twin Flame forum on Reddit, and 90% of the people are going through what I have been experiencing.

I wasn’t alone, but what does this mean? My mind reasoned that God perhaps does bring two together, and there is a spiritual journey involved, but this Twin Flame stuff is just a misunderstanding by people who do not know Jesus Christ. The dreams, synchronicities, feelings, anxiety, feelings of impending doom, urgency, insomnia all hit me like the others, but why? There is a biblical term for this counterfeit explanation and that’s spiritual intercession.

1 Corinthians 12:26:

²⁶ And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honored, all the members rejoice with it.

SEND IT

My initial reaction was to endure and persevere through it, I thought it was a test. Eventually, I wanted my life back, so I took control by revealing my feelings to the person, not in the best way, but in a way that the outcome even if unfortunate on my part, could have something at least positive to it. The result was rejection. I wasn’t too surprised but now I got my answer, and I can move on. It should’ve ended right there, but signs continued, synchronicities increased, and also dreams. I was not happy.

LOCKED IN

I was stuck now. I couldn’t believe how the simple act of doing something for God, could’ve ultimately turned out to lead me down such a disappointing and unfortunate path. I wasn’t mad at God, as He was the only One, I could really go to with all these things. Despite the pain, I felt the Lord did reveal to me that I made the right choice to reveal my feelings, I think I have a pretty cool reward waiting for me in Heaven since after confession I saw the number 777 many times.

2 Esdras 7:77:

⁷⁷ You have a treasure of works stored up with the Most High, but it won’t be shown to you until the last times.

Hopefully it’s that spirit glider I had a dream about because that thing was fun!

I’ve read so many of user’s posts on the Twin Flame forums via Reddit of people that are going through the same journey, except many did not know Jesus Christ. They instead turned to tarot cards, spells (witchcraft), crystals, horoscopes, numerology, and more, and never thought to give Jesus Christ (God) a chance. The One and only God who would’ve anointed such a union in the first place, read here for more context on what I am talking about.

TRAINING REVEALS ANSWERS

SYMPTOMES OF A LOVE SPELL

You behave extremely different than a day before.

One of the initial signs of a love spell that indicates you are under the love spell is how you behave than yesterday. You start obsessively talking and thinking about someone you have never had feelings for. You suddenly have this anxiety and great desire to be with someone you never care before.

The signs of love spell can be told right away, as it is different from actual love. People under the love spell tend to be obsessive towards the person who ordered it, and they don’t care about everyone in their surroundings, make people around them uncomfortable and irritated.

You are having over anxiety.

People under the love spell always feel worried all the time. They are having continuous anxiety. The victim always feels nervous and worried that he can’t live without the person he’s obsessed with. If the victim of the love spell is a man, he even feel guilty of having sex with another woman. In the case, if the man is married already, they stopped making love with their spouse and not coming back home as he was afraid to enter it.

You don’t care about anything else.

Beside the continuous anxiety, the victim of a love spell gets tired easily and loses interest with anyone and anything around him. He is too lazy to go to work, he loses interest in his children (if he is already married), and not doing any daily activities. All in his mind is the person who cast the love spell. Well, this one is kinda extreme signs of a love spell.

You (suddenly) have a severe insomnia.

If you never stay up late at night, and one day you suddenly find yourself hardly sleeping, you have to be suspicious (it might be impossible for you to notice, but people around you would). Due to the excessive anxious feeling, you will lose interest in sleeping too. The anxious feeling will keep you awake all day just to think about someone specific.

You have a depression and heart pains.

Anyone cast under the love spell will have a great depression and heart pain all of sudden. This is due to the extreme fear of losing someone he thinks he loves. He became depressed all by himself without any reasonable cause.

The love hate feeling at the same thing.

One of the symptoms you have when you are under the love spell is the feeling of loving and hating at the same time. You know you love whoever put the love spell on you, but at the same time you become unsure whether you belong to this life or not, whether you deserve the love of that person or not. This mixed feeling is the result of the involvement of the black magic used by the love spell caster.

You have repetitive mood swings.

Due to the sentimental feeling that doesn’t usually belong to you, it resulted in the extreme mood swing that you might not be familiar with before. People under love spell easily feeling sad at the minute, and smiling brightly all of a sudden the next minute. His mood is simply unpredictable and brings an uncomfortable feeling to his peers.

You become estranged from your family.

This may be the most undesirable symptoms caused by the love spell. Who in the world would like to be estranged from the family? But if you suddenly (but surely) develop a strange feeling towards your family, you might be under the love spell. You are losing your interest to them and no longer feel the warmth of their presence.

You feel distant from your close friends.

Not only your family, you will also feel distant from your close friends. You don’t hang out with them anymore because you feel you don’t belong with them. In the end you stopped seeing them and made you grow apart from them. This is really sad, right?

You no longer love doing your hobbies.

Losing interest in life while casted under the love spell means you literally lose every single feature in your life. Including hobbies. You no longer find reading is interesting, you stop doing exercise, you don’t watch movies anymore. Simply put, your life becomes extremely boring.

You have problem with your work and careers.

After family and friends, work and careers are next on list ready to be destroyed by the love spell. You will lose focus on work and seem to be unable to do things right. As a result, your boss will go mad at you and of course your career will be affected directly.

You slowly lose yourself.

Being under the love spell, you lose the purpose and interest in life. You wake up day by day with only a specific person to fill your mind. You can see nothing but her face only, and how you can get her love. But at the same time you feel insecure and do not deserve her.

You become confused of your own self and you no longer know what your heart really wants. You are no longer insane and in your right mind. At the point where you are left by your family and close relatives, you start to lose yourself.

You can’t do anything about it.

Sometimes, people under the love spell gain their consciousness. He becomes aware of what is going on and what happens to himself. Unfortunately, he can’t do anything about it. He can’t simply escape even if he wants. He is unwillingly tied by the spell. If you are under the love spell, seek help from your family and friends at the period you are aware of it.

Your life will be ruined eventually.

The ultimate effect of continuously being under the love spell is none other than the destruction of your life. With all of the strange things happening, losing spirit in life, being over obsessive towards someone, and no longer caring about the surroundings will make the society leave you out and don’t welcome you anymore. You will be outcast and feeling unwelcome by people around you.

DREAMS AND WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE FROM PEERS

Looking back, I had other confirmations. For example, the featured image at the top is inspired by a couple dreams I’ve had where my personal computer gets infected with a virus. The dream did not literally refer to my computer, or that my computer would get infected if I interpreted the dream as a pre-cognitive one, but of something afflicting my heart, body, and mind. Additionally, in my YWAM DTS, two female students gave me two different words of knowledge they felt were from the Lord.

The first one being, that I had a virus in my heart, and this girl did not know about my dreams about my computer being infected. Then another girl, said that she saw an image of a thick black cable connected to me, and that the Lord said for her to tell me that He can take care of it, not to worry. I felt that black cable was possibly symbolic of a dead connection or black magic affliction.

Now, in the Twin Flame stuff, the number everyone focuses on when they see it repeatedly out in the wild is 1111. This is because using a Gematria calculator, in Jewish calculation, Twin Flame comes out as 1111, but also that 11 + 11 = 22, and 22 makes a heart when the left side number 2 is flipped, and also, it’s symbolic of two numbers (people) mirroring each other unknowingly due to the spiritual connection, i.e., she’s depressed, I’m depressed, etc. It’s really almost a religion what these people make it out to be.

But the icing on the cake goes further when in one of my Alpha courses, one my leaders said he felt the number 11:11 referred to:

Luke 11:11:

11 What father among you, if his son asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent;

JESUS CHRIST IS AN ANTIVIRUS

Once I learned about all of this. I rebuked the Love Spell in the name of Jesus Christ, and the next day my concentration went back to normal. The virus was gone. When I returned from YWAM, I no longer felt the pull, the obsession, I was back to normal. For those that want to know how to pray against a Love Spell or other dark things, use Clare’s binding prayer, here. It’s odd being back to normal. Not having something to focus on so much, it’s almost like I was addicted to the affliction and my brain had to reset and detox.

THERE ARE NO TWIN FLAMES

CONCLUSION

What else can I say? It seems the more I learn the more I want to leave this Earth and be in Heaven with the Lord. This world is not my home. In any case, while I am here, I at least have a mission and that’s to help YOU! If you’ve come here from researching Twin Flames, my best advice to you would be to run as far and as fast as you can from the concept, don’t even entertain it.

Affected by a Love Spell? Go to Jesus and use the binding prayer I linked above from Clare. If you are one that has casted a spell, understand it’s a very serious sin. You need to repent and ask for forgiveness, as these spells cause immense pain and degradation of life to the victim.

I am much stronger and wiser now than before; I didn’t let this thing stop me; I was still kicking a** for the Lord on the battlefield even with all the opposition, keeping this all to myself, but now I can reveal. The question is, what’s next?

Do I hop on Christian Mingle and link to my Truth Social profile filled with Pro-Trump, Anti-COVID-19 vaccine, and 2020 Election Fraud truth bomb memes in hopes of finding a woman who understands me, has common sense, and won’t lead me astray? Or do I allow the Lord to fix all this in His will and divine timing even if the rapture is near?

The song to end this post is one that I once got on shuffle three times in a row when asking God for a clue. The song is about betrayal from a friend who was actually an enemy.